Day 9, 10 days at 10pm tonight
Weekend two done.
I read something in the Naked Mind about the idea of "not getting to drink anymore" versus "not having to drink anymore" and I'm getting pretty excited about the "not having to" train of thought. Waking up clear headed has been good. Seeing how good my body feels and having my husband comment on my skin has been good. Fewer physical symptoms of anxiety has been good.
I'm re-exploring kombucha. And tea. And seltzer water. Which are all good. I never thought I would crave sweets. But I do. Which is weird for me, since I usually crave salt.
I'm intrigued to see what my CrossFit workout will be tomorrow. I'm intrigued to see how I feel after what I'm anticipating is going to be an out of control Monday at work.
I'm less intrigued, not excited about having to dodge questions about what I'm drinking or not drinking at thanksgiving. Mainly because I don't what the ooooo you pregnant mess happening.
Whatever. I'm skilled at dodging drama. Hooray trauma histories.
I read something in the Naked Mind about the idea of "not getting to drink anymore" versus "not having to drink anymore" and I'm getting pretty excited about the "not having to" train of thought. Waking up clear headed has been good. Seeing how good my body feels and having my husband comment on my skin has been good. Fewer physical symptoms of anxiety has been good.
I'm re-exploring kombucha. And tea. And seltzer water. Which are all good. I never thought I would crave sweets. But I do. Which is weird for me, since I usually crave salt.
I'm intrigued to see what my CrossFit workout will be tomorrow. I'm intrigued to see how I feel after what I'm anticipating is going to be an out of control Monday at work.
I'm less intrigued, not excited about having to dodge questions about what I'm drinking or not drinking at thanksgiving. Mainly because I don't what the ooooo you pregnant mess happening.
Whatever. I'm skilled at dodging drama. Hooray trauma histories.
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